Archive for ‘Nursery’

May 7, 2012

Long Time Gone

I’ve been away too long. Here are a few of the reasons why.

But mostly that last one.

February 5, 2012

Vesper Irene’s Birth Story

Vesper Irene

By my best estimation the baby was “due” around December 25th or 26th, but I assumed that the stress of the holidays would bring her closer to the 24th. I also was convinced that she was a boy, so that just goes to show how much I know.

The day before

I’m not a big fan of the due date concept and am more than happy to let a baby cook until done. While it was nice to spend our first Christmas in the new house as a family of three by the 28th I was so uncomfortable with that big, big belly and worn out from weeks of not-labor every evening that my attitude was in serious decline. That evening, around the time that my contractions would usually start, I took one dose of blue cohosh. Half an hour later, a dose of black.

I don’t know if that was just some really potent stuff or, more likely, that by that action my brain told my body that I was ready to accept labor. Either way as Cora and I lay down for stories before bed at around 8:30 my water broke in a small trickle, gushing more over the next hour as the baby moved around. I didn’t have my water break with Cora and I was so thankful that this novel experience took place at home rather than, say, at the grocery store. Evan and Cora were both so excited! Evan went into hyper-clean mode, breaking out the vacuum, washing clothes and even cleaning out the car! We knew there was no way that Cora was going back to bed after this, so we put on a movie for her.

After my water broke we did a round of heads up phone calls; The midwife, Liz, my mom, Evan’s mom and texted my good friends Erika (who was planning to come for the birth) and Roshontia. I even told a small group of friends on facebook, who kept me company digitally. Though my water broke we knew that didn’t necessarily mean that labor was imminent. I went to lay down and get some rest, but was too excited to even really sit still. Sure enough, an hour after my water broke the contractions started. Another round of phone calls and facebook messages and texts. Ah, technology.

When the contractions started to get uncomfortable I slipped into my beautiful, deep soaking tub. The one extravagant thing that I asked for in our new house was a tub deep enough to labor in. I knew it would help me stay relaxed and it was far cheaper than a trip to the hospital for “failure to progress.” Evan helped me keep track of the contractions. When we were both too distracted to do the math we found a free iPhone app contraction timer. This worked great until things started to get intense and we found out that the free version only held info for 10 contractions!  We quickly download the full version which at $0.99 seemed a bargain! About this time my mom and little sister Anam showed up. A quick hello and Anam went to be with Cora. Once the contractions were about 3 minutes apart we gave Liz the go ahead to come over. Erika arrived shortly there after and then Shanna, Liz’s apprentice. Party in my bathroom!

Evan stayed by my side supporting me over the side of the tub through every contraction. I could never do this without him. At about 2 AM Cora had enough. Overwhelmed by the hour, the excitement and the company she went across the street to Grandma Amy’s house for the rest of the night. Shortly thereafter I felt I was done in the tub and between contractions every minute or so apart made my way to our bedroom and my birth sling. Time had long since lost it’s meaning so I don’t know how long I hung in the sling, but soon it was too intense and I wanted to be as close to the floor as possible on my hands and knees. It was helpful to have so many people surrounding me and supporting me emotionally and physically. Everyone already know each other (Liz has been a friend of my mom for years) and their banter kept me entertained between contractions. Mostly though I wanted to be quiet and focused during each contraction, and found myself doing a lot of sushing. I didn’t want to make noise or move much. Pretty soon both the baby and I were ready to be done. Pushing was so much more productive than with my first birth and the baby moved down quickly. With Cora I was so tired and inside my own head that I don’t remember much pain during pushing. Or much of anything during pushing. Rest assured that I felt this baby just fine!

When the baby crowned I thought we were done. I kept pushing but nothing much seemed to be happening. I heard someone mutter “oh, shit”. When I asked “did someone say shit” there was a long pause and then a fairly unbelievable “uh, no.” Then Shanna asked me to get up on one knee. Then Shanna PUT me up on one knee. Oh shit, indeed. It was obvious there was some kind of problem and my mind went straight to a shoulder dystocia since one way to help the baby unstick is to get on one knee, and I babbled something to that effect. Liz made some adjustments to the baby, but I didn’t know what and then the baby was out. I collapsed across Evan’s lap plum exhausted. I caught my breath for a second and then realized that there was no crying. I heard Liz, Shanna and my mom asking the baby to please breathe now. Then passed a couple of years, or maybe seconds. Neither Evan nor I could bring ourselves to look. I couldn’t bear to ask how the baby was since the silence spoke for itself but I needed someone to talk to me so I asked about the baby’s gender. No one knew. Liz gave the baby a few breaths. Erika held my hand. Then a cry. And a baby girl.

Turns out that the cord was wrapped around her neck. Usually it’s the work of a moment to slip the cord over the baby’s head but apparently this cord was fairly short and crossed over itself so it didn’t have enough slack for slipping. The harder pulled the tighter it got. It was tight enough, I think, that the baby wasn’t progressing any more. By raising one knee my hips opened enough for Liz to untangle the cord a bit.

After the cord was done pulsing they clamped and cut and gave her a more extensive check out. Her throat seemed to be pretty irritated and she made small grunting noises for the first 8 hours or so. But she nursed easily, didn’t seem to be having trouble breathing and her heart and lungs sounded just fine. It wasn’t an emergency that had required any kind of medical intervention but thank Sweet Mary Liz was there with her skilled hands to make sure the situation didn’t become one.

9lbs 8oz

In all the excitement no one had looked at the clock. After consulting several iPhone pictures 3:20 AM was agreed upon as the most likely time of birth. She weighed 9lbs 8 oz and measured 21 1/4 inches long; the same size as her big sister but exactly one pound heavier. I blame Christmas.

Doing well

The placenta came without a problem and was wrapped up to be sent out to Antonette for encapsulation.

I had a few shallow tears, but we agreed that no stitches were necessary. I had some pretty bad tears the first time around and would almost have rather given birth again than have needles jabbed in some very tender places for an hour. I remember the topical pain killer having very little effect. After pains suck, though. A lot.

Hello little one

It had been 7 and 1/2 hours from water breaking to placenta; a far cry from my first almost 40 hour labor. Evan joked that if the length of my labors decreased by the same ratio then the next kid would come in an hour and a half! This was a much more empowering birth for me. I felt like I was participating rather than just along for the wild ride. Since I’d done this birth thing before I felt I had some idea what I was doing. I’ve also been learning more and more about birth since becoming a postpartum doula. Being surrounded by loved ones (both physically and digitally) helped my attitude tremendously. We didn’t know anyone with children when Cora was born, let alone know so many fabulous families who respect birth and genuinely love family building.

Seeing that all was well everyone decamped and headed home to grab a few hours of sleep before starting their days. Erika and Anam stayed for a few days to help out. Roshontia brought us dinner.

Like with Cora we wanted to get to know this baby before naming her (HER?!?). It’s an important decision after all. We had a go-to boy’s name, but we weren’t expecting a girl. So after some length of time and careful consideration Evan and I decided on Vesper Irene. Cora was still voting for Eli right to the end.

Vesper is Latin for “Evening Star” and in the Liturgy of the Hours it is the evening prayer. Irene is the Greek name for the Roman goddess of peace, Pax. Interesting fact: Cora is the Greek name of Persephone. So they match! Sort of… Adjusting to life with spirited Cora was difficult and this mild mannered, charming little girl truly did seem to be the answer to our prayers for peace.

Cora meets Vesper

Cora is simply head over heals for Vesper and proud to be a big sister. I melts my heart to hear her talking to her little ‘Besber’ when she thinks no one is watching, giving her small kisses and telling her how much she loves her. I was terrified of having another baby. It has been a wonder to me that Vesper seemed just what we needed; not a hassle, but a blessing. She makes us all better just by being alive.

Milo & Vesper

November 4, 2011

The Report from Days 295 – 315: Hard Wood

On day 295 we began to lay down our beautiful rustic maple hard wood flooring. We picked maple because of the light color and the excellent durability — this stuff’s hard as rock! Maple’s expensive (as is most hard wood) but we found a great price on some rustic maple (read: full of mineral streaking and knots – which we actually like!) in 2 3/4 inch wide boards. It’s Canadian! The company milled our order specially just for us and sent it our way. The whole operation was fairly straight forward except for a goofy move where the trucking company had the wood stored in Manassas and they put it on the truck 11 times to deliver it but never made it to the house. Chris eventually had to go pick it up with the flat bed truck.

Just the begining

The boxes of wood were stacked in the house for a few weeks to help the wood acclimatize to our weather and relative humidity so that it wouldn’t warp after we nailed it to the floor. Then they got unpackaged, laid out and nailed down!

The Belle builds stairs in the middle of the living room

While the process was simple enough it was still hard work. Luckily, Ev found a pneumatic flooring nailer on CraigsList being sold by a guy a few towns over. It was expensive, but a worthy investment as it cut way down on how hard Ev had to hit the nail gun. At roughly 11,000 nails Ev only had to hit the gun once or twice for each one, instead of repeatedly.

Since this was a job that Ev, Chris and I could do ourselves we mostly plugged away on it in the evenings, after Chris and Ev had already spent a whole day working. We’re cheap labor, if slow, and any time we don’t have to pay the whole crew to work is money saved.

Ev and Chris work at night in the living room/dining room

Living/dining room finished -- it's so shiny!

The Belle enjoyed some dinner and TV time while we worked

One thing that frustrated us about the floor was how unevenly the wood was boxed. The first 10 boxes or so were mostly short pieces, all under two feet long. Since you don’t want any rows next to each other to have joints that line up it was a slow going patchwork puzzle to make them all fit right. This is right up my alley and I thought it was great fun. So I would rack and Ev would nail. We weren’t speedy, but we made a good team. Eventually the crew took over so we could get finished faster, but mostly it was me, Ev and The Belle.

Stacks of wood in the library, ready and waiting

Lots of short pieces also meant that many, many boxes had to be opened at once and the boards sorted by length so that we don’t accidentally end up with rows and rows of all one size board. Eventually we began to find longer pieces, most of which ended up in the last room to be finished, our bedroom. Lots of knotty pieces mean that some aren’t fit for high traffic areas. Those pieces get sorted for use in closets and along the baseboards.

From the bedroom door, across the hall and into the kids' rooms

The view from our bedroom door, across the hall and into the kids' bedrooms

Ev nails floor in our bedroom

... While I rack

Ev uses the handheld nail gun for the last bit of hard wood in the house

It was a lot of hard work, and we spent many evenings for weeks crouched on the floor, but the result is beautiful and should last forever!

Finished dining room in all it's maple glory

Daddy and The Belle enjoy a fnished and empty living room